Sometimes I wonder how I end up liking and caring about people more than they will ever like or care about me….
I become very interested in certain people. And if it’s someone I befriend, or I think I’m friends with, it becomes quite frustrating when they want nothing to do with me. Especially if it was only sudden that they don’t care anymore and leave out in the dark clawing at their door. With no reason either.
Eventually I have to just turn around and walk away because I won’t be let back in. No one wants a wet dog in their house. And that’s all I seem to be to them. Just another stay they don’t want to keep with them or look after or care for. I may leave, but I’ll always remember that person even if I’m forgotten….
Why am I like this? Idfk. But I wish I wasnt. I wish I just didn’t care so muh. I wish I only cared about myself. I wish I could actually hate someone.
I say I hate people and don’t care but in reality I care too much. And it sucks.
